heres how my day went:
9:30 AM- my cousins who spent the night, woke up and i did too
10 AM- cousins leave and i go on youtube and watch CTFxC (Charles Trippy) and then get in the shower
11:30 AM- We leave to go get my grandma to take her out to lunch for her birthday. And my mom looked thru her caller id to see who was calling cuz a few days ago and she said some old bf form high school was calling her on her birthday which was a few days ago and my mom looked to see who he was.
Noon- we're waiting for our pizza at a local place
1:30- we leave the pizza place and start home
2 PM- we get her home and on the way to our house my mom tells us she is extremely mad with my grandma. naturally, we asked why
"well, she hasnt been talking to an old boyfriend, she was talking to her ex-husband Rex." who is my aunt's father. My grandma lies to us all the time. This was too far. I learned from a young age some things most little kids shouldnt know or have to worry about:
1 if my grandma ever showed up at our house asking us to go for a ride after school to get something to eat- never go, she was drunk
2 My grandma was and still is a drunk
3 never hide anything about her from Mom
by the time i learned all this i was between the 4th-6th grade. no kid should ever have to worry about that. I did. Now let me tell u: This is really my life and im not making any part up. u tthink im lying, trust me: im not, i wish i was.
i think i should make it a habit to end on a high note, my last post i told u i have a crush, this time my high note is: when i have people or just my dogs around me, i feel wanted and loved which i feel when im home or at school with my friends never at my dads house
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